Hello everyone!! So glad you could join in on this week's free, collective card reading! How collective readings work: Because we live in a Law of Attraction based universe, we can only experience people, places, things, & experiences that we are a perfect vibrational match to. This means that if you've found your way here, then there is absolutely a message for you that applies to your life in some way. How to do it: Look below at the photo of this week's cards, and think about your intention for this reading. Perhaps you will have a particular question or circumstance in mind that the reading can provide insight into, or maybe you just need a general message! Once you've determined the card(s) of your choice, continue reading this post to reveal the cards & meanings. GRAB FREQUENCY TAROT CARDS HERE TEAL SWAN'S BLINDSPOT ORACLE: Exclusive item sold only at in-person events currently! Grab some when you go to her Chicago Synchronization Workshop on September 6! Crystals: Honey Calcite, Red Jasper, Infinite, Tiger's Eye, Fluorite, Citrine PS: Some of you may know this, but I have moved forward with a decision to change my name. From Matthew Rosewater to Cyan Gleason. Rebranding will take place slowly in the background of my site and business :) Card #1 - Transcendence in Reverse: If you have drawn this card in reverse, you are simply delaying the necessary 'destruction' in your life. You are being called to go through this challenging time in order to learn an important lesson that will serve to build an even better life. Do not resist it. Even though it is shocking and hard to deal with, it is a very important part of this life's journey. While you consciously want change and transformation, you are afraid of these two things. You know that change and transformation may bring with it destruction and pain, and thus you are resisting it. In order to create the BIG change you are seeking, you need to go through a period of discomfort. It is natural to fear discomfort and pain. Have some compassion for yourself. You will not be at your best during this transition. But now is the time to think outside the box and think BIG. The stakes are high and it is risky territory, but if you really want to achieve the scale of change you aspire to, then you need to take some risk. The good news, if you have drawn this card in reverse, keep your eyes open because it is likely you will be forewarned or you may have an intuitive sense that something major is about to happen, and you can therefore plan in advance and minimize the impact of the destruction that lies ahead. But let the collapse come and build something entirely new from the beauty and gifts that remain in the aftermath. Card #2 - Sigil 60 | Superiority: If you have drawn this Sigil, you have fallen into the ego trap of superiority. Your ego’s desire to see itself as better and more of something is clouding your awareness, judgment and capacity to achieve what you really want in this scenario. The ego is preoccupied with comparison thinking. The ego is after all a self-concept, so it seeks to differentiate itself from others. We have learned that to be less than others in any way is bad. We have learned it leads to things that threaten not only our self-esteem, but also our well-being and ability to get what we desire. It makes our self-concept negative and makes us feel prevented from what we want. For example, if a woman wants to have a relationship with a man and she perceives herself to be less attractive than another woman in the room, she will not feel equal to that other woman. Her self-concept relative to her attractiveness will decrease negatively and she will perceive herself to be prevented from what she wants. The amount of pain this kind of experience creates makes it obvious why we then begin to fight for equality and even more than that, superiority. The human ego cannot handle perceiving itself to be less than. It is a threat. It begins a very subconscious mission to try to gain equality and more than that, to become better than the person it currently feels inferior to. You will find any way you can to knock them off of that pedestal or try to get on a bigger pedestal yourself. There’s nothing inherently “wrong” with comparison thinking. For example, when it is part of healthy competition, it can even fuel us to do our best. But if we are using it as a tool that hurts ourselves or others, we need to let go of it. People did not come here to be compared to other people. If this were the point of life, God or Source would have just made clones of the best possible person. We came here to be unique expressions of source consciousness and by comparing yourself to others, you’re disallowing your own uniqueness. We are disallowing ourselves from seeing that we are all superior to each other in certain ways and inferior to each other in certain ways. Michelangelo once said: “Every block of stone has a statue inside it and it is the task of the sculptor to discover it.” People’s contribution, purpose and value to this world is entirely unique, so let it be. The thing we are most concerned with when it comes to equality is value. We want to be valued equally or more than other people. In this physical dimension however, this is impossible. It is impossible because value is determined by needs, perspective and preferences. For example, in a time of war, a diamond or ruby has no value whatsoever. A bottle of alcohol on the other hand has tons of value. If a woman wants to be financially taken care of, and a rich man and the most emotionally available man in the world walks through the door, the woman will value the rich man. An employee’s needs will not be treated as equal to the needs of a CEO because a company can afford to lose and replace a worker. They cannot often afford to lose and replace a CEO. We want our perspective to matter as much as anyone else’s in any given circumstance. But it doesn’t. If someone meditated on a mountain for 20 years, your opinion about meditation would not matter as much as theirs. It would be inferior in that moment. If you have drawn this Sigil, you are being called to really see how you are in a fight to be valued by demanding that you are more and better than someone else in some way. This suggests that you have an insecurity lurking within you. What is it? Even if you are more of someone else in some way (for example, even if you are a better athlete or know more about something than someone else does), your superiority in this scenario is doing damage and preventing what you desire. Something you are thinking, saying and/or doing is making people feel less than, which makes them perceive you as a threat. If you have drawn this Sigil, you are being called to love. To love is to take something as part of yourself. For example, if whites took blacks to be a part of themselves instead of believing themselves to be superior, whites could not have enslaved them without feeling the negative impact of doing so themselves. Slavery would not have happened. When we love something, we root FOR that thing to get what it wants instead of preventing it from getting what it wants. We cease to be against it. You are also being called to question everything and consider every perspective in this situation so as to become aware of everything and arrive at a higher truth. Stop focusing on yourself in terms of inferiority or superiority. Instead of thinking, speaking and acting superior (which is fighting for a person to see themselves as inferior to you) re-direct yourself and them towards recognizing their unique intrinsic value. Card #3 - Kindred Soul in Reverse: If you have drawn this card in reverse, you are hoping that the answer to your happiness and the way you are going to fill the emptiness inside you is someone else. Because you are more focused on the lack within you, you are not currently a match to this person or these people right now. You are a match to people who exacerbate the emptiness and loneliness you feel. You need to learn how to be with your feelings instead of trying to escape them or change them because by escaping them or trying to change them, you send the message to those parts of you that they are wrong. You reject yourself when doing this. You are never going to be a match to a good feeling partner who approves of you, if you keep rejecting yourself. You deserve your love and attention. You deserve your unconditional presence.
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AuthorMatthew Rosewater, CPCP Archives
December 2019
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